accept who you are, don't try to re-create yourself. he wanted to be something he never was meant to be.
a shame someone so talented would be obsessed with looking what he thought was perfect. he ended up looking like a deformed speed racer character, with a uni-sex look. you can only take to much away, then there is nothing left to work with. his lack of self acceptance and his desire to be a music god caused him to whittle himself away to nothing. plus his wife had white kids, not mixed, so it was not his sperm, just his name. also i think he had pedofile inclinations, he was not a child molester, more like show and tell and touchy feely to which he would masturbate later. as if any of us have a choice as to the way we are born.
he wanted to distance himself from his blackness, which is not very spiritual at all. he turned himself into a monster, thinking phyicasl beauty would give him peace and happiness and acceptance in a white man's world. he was very insecure about himself to have so many surgeries that were irreversible, and ruined his face. the skin desease he had would have left him blotchy with different shades of skin. If you ever pick up any bottle of activator, including Care Free Curl (the activator Michael used) the back of the bottle says, "Caution: HIGHLY FLAMMABLE. Despite that, the activator he applied during the previous days was still present in his hair and ignited the sparks. Michael told several people that he didn't wear any activator that night only water. Jheri Curls are notorious to this very day because of the flammable oils within the activator. But I suspect that his hair became thin around the burn areas. I honestly can't tell you how much of his hair grew back because he kept the burned areas covered for the rest of his life.
Regardless, Michael carried on wearing a hairpiece that covered his bald spots. Remember how thick Michael's afro looked in the earlier photos? If his hair returned at all, it would not be that thick. If it does, it won't be in its original condition. I know the picture above is not pretty, but he suffered second and third degree burns on his scalp. Not only was this the start of a drug addiction, but the beginning of his fondness for wigs and hairpieces. When Michael Jackson was burned during the filming of a Pepsi commercial in January 1984, it changed his life forever.
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